CONFLICT

To tell you the truth I have not ever really had a major internal conflict in the last three years, this is do mostly to the fact that I decided that you only get one life to live so why fight your way through it. A little conflict I am having right now is that people keep wanting to change things that depict my soul or imagination. I understand they are just trying to help, but it's just so personal for some to look at your work then completely tare it apart. So when I have to go back and alter my creation I just do in a way to sought my viewer. I'm not saying all of the ideas for change are bad, some of them will actually really help, but it's hard to change the things you know work for you and others just to please others. To tell you the truth I can't wait for the day when I can do things and not have to tare them apart to please another person.

My Dream Guy

Crystal ice blue eyes that would great me every morning with their glorious sparkling laughter. His strong face matches his muscular form, with hair chestnut colored hair that is long enough, but not down to his shoulders. He loves scary movies, but can also sink his teeth into the classics and comedies. The outdoors are his arena and he is a handy man with a screwdriver. He is also a big dog lover. Peeves he hates when people use profanities just for the heck of it and guys who think its okay to mistreat their girls. He can tell what is wrong with your engine with just a sound and can rock out like an AC DC child. Weakness is me.
He also has to be over 5 feet 4inch so that he has to lean down to kiss me, not the other way around. His color doesn't matter to me as long as he's my prince. His attitude on life should be carefree and fun, but he also needs to know when to be serious and understanding.
I have always like the names Aaron and Philip.
P.S: There is no perfect person out there you just got to pick the best one for you and then go for it. Anyway perfect would be boring.

The Movie of My Life

Before I even start I would like to state that this movie would probable only earn a hundred dollars tops in the the box office, so it wouldn't get to DVD. The four people that would have to be characters in my film would be my mom as Julia Andrews (younger), dad as John Goodmen, sister as Nicole Kitmen, and my self as Shirley Temple. Mostly it would be about the adventures I use to go on as a little kid growing up surround by corn, but always dreaming of life in faraway places with knights and castles. Maybe that how the movie would begin, in one of my many day dreams as a child. Then abruptly stopping midway because mom calls me in for lunch. Upon returning to the yard I find a secrete passageway that leads me to the land of my dreams. I could get captured by a dark wizard and then the courages t knight would come and rescue me. Then as we road off into the sunset my eyes would flicker open to see my parents and my sister standing over me because I had fallen off the monkey bars banging my head which had created the vivid dream.

P.S: If these are not the real actors names its not my fault they blocked the sites for me to check.

The One Thing I Would Change

I wish I could go back in time to that day on Sept. 30, 2006 and not turn down that back country road.
Only had my license for a month, it was great I had freedom to go any where I wanted in my sweet purple car. It was just another day after school and I was just making my way home. Most of that week I had taken the long way home, but for some reason that day I decided to take the short cut down a country road. Everything was fine until I reached the stop sign. The corn was up and every country driver knows that when corn is up there are some roads that it hard to see what is coming at you. Well this was one of those road that is well known for antecedences at this time of year.
When I first started driving my dad had told me to stop like you would at a regular stop sign then ease up to see around the corn. It just happen on this day coming down the road saw me doing that and thought I was pulling all the way out. He swerved into the lane next to me trying to avoid me, but clipped my back end only a inch form my door. As my car spun out into the intersection my life flash before my eyes. It had to be the most scariest moment of my life.
Of course I was upset it was my new car and I thought it was all my fault. Needless to say the cop gave me the ticket because I couldn't remember exactly what had happened. It wasn't till later that night that I realized I hadn't done anything wrong.
By then it was to late to get the ticket off my record so I just went to the class. The worst part was my car was almost totaled and it took 3 months to fix. Even after I got my car back I was reluctant to drive.
So if I could re due one thing it would be not to have gone down that road that day. Who knows maybe I could have been a more confident driver if that hadn't happened to me.